I miss my heart

That beautiful smile without any fear
That cheerful person
Without any tears
Lost in the woods of so called love
I miss my heart
Which I lost for love
No regrets no guilts
A life full of glims
Those eyes full of dreams
In search of love
I lost the love within me
No questions no answers
A life of full clarity
I lost my heart
in doing love charity
No fears from people
No distrusts on trust
No need to hide my tears
No secrets full of fear
I miss my self
Who used to be so bold and clear.
From hating one to
Un loving others
From a light full moment
To the darkness of fears
I lost my dignity
To adjust with his dears
And the moment I gave up on proving me
I lost him for the so called dears.
I miss my confidence
Which I lost in achieving
The level of my dear
Now I hate my inner self
Which lacks self respect   here
To the unanswered questions
I put my mind to just solve them
My dreams were a shit
For him because I don't cared
When I put them on stake for him
I miss my happiness
Because I haven't laughed from decades
After leaving him
No reasons of sorrow
Because I left living
From the moment he left me.
I miss my tears that use to fall for him
They are also selfish now
After living with him
Such a tragedy it is that they fall from my eyes
But only for him
I miss my heart
That still beats but only for him.