Healing from a soul abuse

Stained forever in the ink of dark soul,
Throwing the tears in pain with cruel voice,
Owe to disrespectful act, silence acts better
Punished for no rationale, inturn the world is
                                                                   unjust,
Crying out louder, letting to spread agony
Having demoralized unhealed trauma within,
Impossible to cogitate, the scar fixed in heart,
Long voyage thereby to carry poor self image
Driven into the world, filled with bouts of
                                                                   insanity,
Acceptance of curse and bane, as in reality,
Bundle of emotions, rolling down the cheeks
Unalterable goals, shaken from the roots,
Squeezing my past, hope someone to steal it,
Earning strength, live and light to get healed.