Fictional Umbrella

Do you really have to be that honest?

Did I even mean anything to you? Please say yes...

I'll see you holding an umbrella for someone else

While I say "adorable" with a smiling face

I smile, while it rains, I am in pain

But there really wasn't something for me to gain

The word "best friend" didn't really suit us

Maybe we were meant to end.

And maybe I always was your second option,

Well, I at least hoped someday I was your first

And now you are somebody else, with dreams

And I'm stuck forever, with a foolish grin

I wouldn't even try to blame you

If I was you, I would hate me too

I hesitate to talk, what if I might not be of your worth?

What if you too find me stupid, maybe you already do

And I would be as faint as a fairy's wings

I would suddenly disappear without no evidence

So if you are seeing this, I promise

I was always supposed to be the loneliest me