New eyes

It hurts to look at you
I fear I look so hard
I'll think of you gone
Your body has so many stories
I have read them numerous times
Your face has been more damaged
by the zealousness of your heart
than the determination of the sun
Your body marked with indelible ink
On every major spiritual link
My heart breaks when I look so hard
For I see God who I have long barred
From the depths of my poor aching heart