Little me

Little Me

Hey little me
I mean i just wondered
That if u knew life
Was meant to be like this
I am in all these crisis,

u don't  know
How tired i am  now
i want to escape ,
but i don't know where
Where can i?
in my heart ?
it's full of scars
And My mind?
Been a while since
It had been burnedout
 i overthink,
stay up all night

Little me,u were so precious
Full of laughter,no stress
U sleep as soon as u get tired
Rush to rest and waits for tommorow's morning
So that u can go out
There to play with your friends

Newthings  have been all around and am full of distress
did u know,that u would hurt someone badly and feel  so left out of the world later?  
Like had u had anyidea
That  u would be lost in the thought of missing Someone,
 That crushed your world but still u don't know
What is right to do,
Coz u can't hate them
Trapped in the memories,
can't move on?
So u still think about them


Am sure u didn't
Trust me u had no
Clue about anyof these things
U were priceless

Coz,all u did was
Play,yes u made mistakes
U upseted ur loved one's
But u had no bad intentions

Still tho no hard feelings
But,Things changed all got faded
I now smile for a while
And be back to overthink
,and it's somehow tears me apart
Coz i have missed you,
 u long gone
All i have to be now is strong
i mean that's what they say
That  this is how grownups feels  like,
Stinks right?yeah
I know it does,
But moments are only
Meant to cherised
And when  i see u through
My old photographs
I regret coz didn't  know those days were  the Gooddays
So i let them,to pass
wish i could go back in time
Just to feel somethings twice,
to feel that love that people showed me without judgment
My heart that was full of optimism
,all long gone
Am now full of criticism

I somehow perscute my self
 By overanalyzing ,the little and the big things
Although i know i will never find,the reason why
I became this person
Who is so fade up about everything,
But with everybreath
I feel it am getting stronger
Today guess am much better
 
But little me Hey
Missed you
And will always do!