I wish I was her

She lost the guy for whom someone is dying!
She lost the guy for whom someone is crying.
Love was not in my fate,
And I hate to know that I am so late.
The story is of 2018,
Then they were really teen
You got the most handsome guy ever.
Sister why didn't you keep him forever?
He was good with looks good with deeds
Just lil immature to understand your needs.
He never blamed you after you left,
And you really think he was hard to accept?
When for the first time I loved him I hated you,
Thinking that creatures like you are really few.
Today's it's about 3yrs passed by,
Still I am not able to call him my.
It's about 3:00 am and the night is not short,
Just like that night when he was with me in my thoughts.
I thought he removed you ,
until when I found your photos few.
Trust me u lost the guy ,
For whom I daily cry..
You are damn lucky to have such a boy ,
And I really crave for the moment you enjoyed.
I love him to the end of the world
Yet not that much to erase u from his world
I did everything to keep him with me
Even though your thoughts never made him free.