home

you give me butterflies when you walk into a room
you notice when i’m down and you come be with me even though everyone you know is in the next room
you don’t care about what other people might think about us standing together in public or in a room alone
your hugs make feel safe, loved, cared for &
i’ve never been as comfortable as i am with you and never in a million years would i think i would get myself out to see you not the version of me i created,altered for everyone else to see
i don’t feel insecure about myself with you
i don’t feel like everything sucks when i’m around you
i get a clunch in my stomach when you look at me
i feel alright when you smile at me across the room while everyone’s watching
i know you could do so much better then me, you have
you seem to have it all together
you know exactly what to do and how to do it
i don’t know what you do to me *his name*
i’m crazy about you
“the way you move, the way you feel
 one kiss is all it takes
 falling in love w me ,possibilities
 i look like all you need”
singing this with on the terrace in the rain
i’ll never forget it  
you have an impact on me and being with you for me would make everything feel alright
your smile your hugs those eyes of yours i see something in them
something telling me “hey it’s me stop looking, you got everything you’ve looked for, and wanted all in one person”
how can i deny that feeling
the way you hugged me all drenched from dahi handi
it made me swallow my heart
and then you did it again you hugged me again
i felt like my organs were in a knot
in your room, you woke up at 9 am for me
you didn’t know how long i would be there or anything, u called me at 2 am that night and said no you have to come and i really don’t know how i did it but i did and i talked and laughed and felt good after a really really long time, it felt great
i met you outside the terrace where you just sat and saw the me i didn’t know existed anymore
you watched her dance
you watched her sing her heart out
you saw her get nervous
you stopped her leg from continuously shaking and being atrociously anxious
you hugged me again this time it felt like i was connected to you
like a chord flew from my heart and landed directly on you
it all started 2 years ago
with that almost sleep over and those chicken momos on your bed
i didn’t think much of it at the time but
us listening and dancing our brains out to hindi music
that’s the day i fell for you
when i first saw you i had no idea a boy could ever do this to me
that he could ever mean this much to me
in my eyes your the person everyone needs
that one person you just know you can count on
i felt connected to you
something tells me you did too
there’s no way we can make it work
your life is in your city but i’d still give it all up in the blink of an eye if that meant i can have you somehow
i want to know you i want to know your flaws i want to have the chance to love you inspite of that
i know it’s you i feel it in my bones
i’ve never felt like this before and it terrifies me and if you ever see this something tells me you will hug me and everything will be alright it will feel okay just because it’s you i have to do this with not anyone or anybody else
and i won’t have to care whose watching
when i’m with you, i’m home
you’re my home