Hidden pain

Tears dropping down my cheeks
Dreaming of the pain so deep
My mind cry’s in my sleep
Wailing through the dreams of flowers
Blossoming and the sun glooming
   Summer is near but when I awake I cover in sweat and tears
Why so much pain that gathers up in my mind
My heart fights for a positive life
Where was the negative from
I couldn’t sleep
What was bothering me
And building up in me
My mind wondered
My eyes widened
I had a thought to myself
And it was my mom