Helpless emotions

Flood of emotions she carries
Her banks are limitless
A worry of leo, tarus, aries
It's hard to have a mind as mine
Battle of memories sigh it's sign
I loved the initial phase
I still do but helpess
I guess I'm dumb
Despite reasons to smile eyes always numb
Don't know what's next
A phase passed now a new context
I'm mature but for this I ain't
They'll call me a fool huh I know my sentiment
I love u my gems
I knew my weakness since I was a kid
Now I'm tree, willing to go back to a seed