The Unspoken feeling

You told me to stay silent,
The time span made my fears violent,
The massive goosebumps I bear when the incident is dug;
I get dominated by the commands and swept away like an off foot Slug .
The nightmares I had feeling it over and over;
My tears flood like an overflowing river ,
The Tremors blessed me with spinal shivers.
Speaking up and you're saying too much;
Telling me no isn't doing a bunch,
All the strips and the gropes vivid in my mind,
No idea why you act so blind.
Now the darkness of my room isn't scary anymore.