My fault

Every fleeting moment without you
Is a constant spiral of blues
Miss me if you will
But without you I distill.
My Fault.

Played like a mig
I became a puddle
I struggled
Then without you, I felt broken like a twig.
My fault.

My Happy Place designates in your Heart
Since we were tots,
And I was taught
To shoot my shot.
My Fault.

"Stay!", You say
So I make a constant sacrifice
For where my heart lies,
Afraid to break ties.
My Fault

Do you love me?
Or
Do you love what we're supposed to be?
Do I restrict you?
Do I not let you run your rendezvous?
My fault?

My Happy Place went from home to a vacation
I still think of you,
Because I'm altruistic, so my decision has been made.
Bags packed with no altercation, to a new designation
It pains me
But it is written, sealed and delivered
"Goodbye My Love"
Your fault.