I call your name

When I fall down onto my knees and I cried out for you to come save me. I was wandering around lost in this world. I was running away from my monster. I was drowning in my sorrows. I was numbing myself so I didn't have to deal with my problems. I was wanting to disappear from this of mine. I didn't think there was any way out of this darkness I was living in. I thought because of all the bad choices I made that I was to far for you to reach me to help me or even to save me. Until you came that moment when I cried out your name my Savior Jesus please come save me that moment in time when you took my hands, lifted me up and told me that my sins have been forgiven. I'm not lost anymore I have been found. I stopped running away from my monster I stood up to my monster and I'm not scared of my monster anymore. I stopped numbing myself dealt with my problems and I don't worry about my problems anymore. I'm not drowning in my sorrows anymore, I have faced my sorrows and find peace. I stopped wanting to disappear from my life to I want to enjoy my life cause I love who I am. You gave me love,hope,faith and the strength to get out of this darkness and into your light. I know no matter how many bad choices I have made I was never to far out of your reach to able to save me. Now that I've been saved I'm going to try to be more like my Savior Jesus and show kindness, forgiveness and love to everyone I'm going to walk with my head held high knowing that my Heavenly Father God adopted me into family and that he loves me with all his merciful,forgiving,loving heart even if I stumble he won't stop loving me. He will encourage me to get back up and dust of my knees,keep moving forward and keep sharing his word to everyone until he gets ready to call me home to him. Jesus and all my loves ones that went before me