MST (Military Sexual Trauma)



Military Sexual Trauma
Falls short of female or male drama
Deny and buried deep
How long before it seeps

Like rape, this was not my choice
Please God, let someone hear my voice
Raging battles in my head
Sometimes I wish I was dead

Where did I go wrong?
I used to be so strong
No longer will I pretend
Because USA I too defend

Standing tall when duty called
Did not stumble, did not fall
GI Joe and GI Jane
Neither should be in pain

About this poem

In 2020, the inspiration for this poem came while I was working on a pilot program funded by the Department of Labor and Boeing to provide homeless prevention services to single head-of-household US military veterans. During this time, I realize there was a common team of unaddressed military sexual trauma among female and male service members. As a US Army Veteran, these stories resonated with me as they brought back my own MST experiences. However, like these veteran service members, I too was trained to suck-it-up and drive on. We were trained to be mission-focus in a collectivism environment. Talking about adverse experiences of trauma was individualistic and went against military standards. Therefore, I wrote this poem to empower voices like mine that were silenced and to bring forward a conversation that was needed. 

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Written on October 12, 2020

Submitted by GillieBird on May 12, 2022

Modified on March 06, 2023

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Quick analysis:

Scheme AAXX BBCC DDEE XXFF
Closest metre Iambic trimeter
Characters 435
Words 91
Stanzas 4
Stanza Lengths 4, 4, 4, 4

Gillian Harris-Dale

I began writing poems in 1996, which was a year of transformations that began with separation from my verbally and emotionally abusive ex-husband. While I was functioning as a single married woman for numerous years, I was not literally a single mother of four young children. Many years of verbal and psychological abuse began to flow out on paper. Eventually, I realized that trauma was not the only emotion being bottled, but so was fear, hope, anxiety, love, anger, and every human emotion. Therefore, words began to flow from me whenever I was trying to make meaning out of the significant events in my life, such as the death of a child, failing first marriage, finding true love, and aging. Allowing my emotions to flow out of me onto paper into the forms of poetry allows me to release overwhelming emotions that would otherwise consume me. more…

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  • Marchant299
    I can feel the emotion of the Poet. The pain, the commitment to duty, the desire to be seen for who they are not what they went through.
    LikeReply 11 year ago

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