Nobody Will Never Know

Nobody will never know the pain I hide deep inside,
sometimes when my mind go blank I go for a ride.
Nobody will ever know how I feel living without my mother, and then right after my mother turning around and have to bury my brother, often times I wonder how could these things hurt so deep, even when I'm alone it even hurts in my sleep, living in a world without really knowing your father, from him saying if my son was ever Gay he wouldn't even bother. Nobody will never know how it is being brought up in the family being treated like an odd ball, when you try to tell your family what your going through and they steady say stand tall, you can only be strong for so long, until you through in the towel and the looking down on you singing a gospel song.