All I know that it's a never ending war

All the emotions that You go through and You take it out on me because I'm the youngest one. You made Me like this because You keep enabling my life from the world. You made me like this because You Love to take your anger out on me. I am like this because You don’t have trust in me. We are like this because we have No Trust in each other. I start talking to a Boy and You go all Crazy enabling my Life from that Boy to keep me away from “ Danger” You say. I know that You are looking over me but You are Overstepping Your ground too much and You think that whatever You do to enable life is Good for Me but it isn’t. All of the trouble I  go through, and  You say We need to Talk, that's when I know that I’m in danger. I’m in danger because of the trauma that You like to leave in me making me relive what you said to me when you slap those words across my face. When we talk My heart is being stabbed with all of Your words that you throw at Me. When You are done stabbing me with Your words You don't calm down and work things out with me You love to start the War and never end it with an understanding of my side. Leaving the War like it is, it leads to one another and I decided to build a brick wall Protecting my tears from You getting Your satisfaction. After a long time when the War that you started settles down You always find a way to start the war over again. You took me as a kid and turned me into an adult making me leave my childhood early when I’m only 15, leaving me with the trauma you left in Me thinking that it's a Good Idea to leave that hole in me thinking that I would learn from it, but all I know is that it’s a never ending war with you.