tomorrow

when tomorrow starts without me, and you pick the phone up to see i’m not there anymore, to have the memory of me slowly fade away. for me to become a image in your imagination. for me to not be there to see you grow as a person. just know i’ll be proud.remember the sun will rise and fall as the moon as well and the world will spin with out me there. i wish for you to not look at a picture of me have your eyes fill with tears. i’m still there. just not physically. i wis un h for you to cry no more the way you did for me. no more having to think of what we didn’t or should have said. but remember all the i love yous. when tomorrow starts without me, as much as your mind wonders to me ik you’ll miss me as much as i’ll miss you too. i’m used to getting lost in my realities i created in my head and in every one you are there. now the you i will see will be forever young since i won’t know you anymore. so hopefully your tomorrow’s won’t blend together as a grey fog with out me. and when tomorrow starts hopefully you can learn to be happy with out me. oh how much i wish you said this all to me. goodbye to my yesterday.