Stigma



You're so scared of the disgrace,what they'd say;They don't care
Scare me too, push me to be the best, I can't endure it anymore.
Piercing more than arrows ever could,
Are untold secrets and the darkness when I brood.
I scrub hard, my hands and my face to get it off,
The stains of stigma don't wear off.

The shiny golden templates authorising my wisdom,
Testimony to your wishes, futile to me, I feel dumb.
Like a dummy puppet tied to strings of anemones,
You compare me to a galaxy of stars different from my very own
We're caught in lies, I'm not the one you wish to see.
Liar, a blemish I am, I sinned.
The shaking shadow of sorrow grows taller
Staining your fragile dream with blood, my wounds get deeper.

Why did you do this to me?
I accept we're not on the same note of dreams.
Screams louder than glass shattering, I can't reverse its breaking.
What do you still expect? I am a depressed manic
I'm sorry, I'm sorry I've buried your dreams in a pit of stigma
Covered with the ashes of my wings and my rhetoric facade for a tombstone.
God forbid your dreams, they're so splendid
Nothing but a burden to me.

Even if tonight the world dies,
My sins are a semicolon to my aches.
A new chapter of stigma just to cry,
So cry please dry my eyes.
Pointing those fingers, are you calling me a sinner?
"What more do I say? You're imprudent, a sinner, a loser"
Anyways I don't have courage, yeah, I need to be punished
Cry, cry with me, you couldn't illuminate my sins.
You won't understand me, we speak different words
Even the unfortunate cries that escape are at 52 Hertz.

About this poem

What's Stigma? -A mark of disgrace associated with a particular circumstance, quality, or person.(source:- Google) So basically having bad notions about something. In my poem I tried to talk about parents pressurizing their children about giving up on their passion and following the path they've set for the children. Most of us have gone through this right? Not being able to follow our dreams because the society has set tags to dreams about being big or small. There's a stigma related to even our education. Even what we study can become the topic of discussions in family functions. It pressurizes us to give up on what we like and just follow what the society finds acceptable. It starts to seem as if no one really understands us and we're alienated.We forget that however big or small, our dreams are valid, and no one really should be allowed to judge it. Btw let me tell you golden templates are certificates awarded for academic achievements which are lying in my house and I've nothing to do with them, as looking at them I feel pressured to do things against my will. Anemones are flowers symbolising expectations. Depression and mania are terms associated with bipolar disorder and people who are bipolar tend to be depressed sometimes and hyperactive the other times (something like that).A semicolon is used when writers wanted to end a sentence but have decided to continue it. About 52 Hertz? Just google the 52 Hertz whale, they're said to be the loneliest creatures. They produce pitch at higher frequency which is different from other whales and since they cannot understand it the whale is often alienated and I guess that's what we youngsters go through, we feel alienated when others don't seem to understand our thoughts. 

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Submitted by aryadhumaskar on March 29, 2022

Modified on March 05, 2023

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Quick analysis:

Scheme XXXXAA BBCDCXEE FCXXXDXF CCXCEEXCCC
Closest metre Iambic hexameter
Characters 1,574
Words 323
Stanzas 4
Stanza Lengths 6, 8, 8, 10

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