Wanting

I want to stop
I want to stop IT like
a sentence stops with a full stop.

No,
I don't want to give up
I just want to run away
I just want to run away,
from all truths;
from all problems.

No,
I'm not afraid
No,
I'm not a coward,
I just can't face IT
I don't want to.

The hard truth i faced;
Yes,
I have faced the hardest one
And it did broke my hope
Into pieces
Into pieces, which pierced
through my fleshy heart.

I want to run away
I want to run away;
to find my courage that i lost
to find my strength that i lost
I want to run away;
to rebuild my broken hope
to rebuild my broken hope
Only to face the worst 'faces' of truths
And to be broken again,again;
Again;till my heart STOPS..!