Love

In life there are tragedies we have to pass through
but each day we're healing
if i poet my life it would sound like-

i love dancing among the stars
with my arms wrapped around
those little crumbs of joy,
i store them in the jar of my heart like the shore eating the shells in its sand.
Trust me I am a lovely human being
if you treat me the way i mean,
But if you lie i wont cry
i'll crush you with the loathe in my eyes.

Today's not about hate,
its about what i can really convey.
I am afraid of love
but i desperately want its touch
its the way i feel
not the way that you see.
Be it a he or her
or platonic or not
but all i need it to be is pure,
In forms that i can't express
or ones that i can relate.
You wont ever hear me say,
these words in a debate,
ill keep defying it till the end.
If you're close you'll know
if not, just ignore.

i met new people these years
and left a few with tears.
If i want you back you'll know
if not i'll ghost.
Don't take me wrong
its just that i love way too much
be it a something or someone as such.
I'm sorry if i hurt you
couldn't contain the anger in order to prove you
if you deserved, its not for you
i hope you perish in the fire i lit around you
but hey its not about hate today
only the way that i convey.
If you notice you'll know
my eyes speak more
than the smile mi amor.

Lets summarise what i said
i hope you understand my case
its not easy, maybe lame
too often i'm in rage
but they call me consciously insane
with my humour bad in taste
still they laugh and i enjoy that company.
If evidently you're a part of my life
you help me keep going through the sighs
placing me right at sight-
Happy.
Each and everyone i encountered
Thank you for you contribution, I'm honoured.

- Addie