Purity Destroyed

Full of purity and innocence I was when I reached your destination
Free of immorality and stained sexual nature
I glanced at you..
With unpolluted organ of sight,
With a gleaming smile and a beaming face,
With an untouched body, spotlessly clean,
By a kiss on the forehead it was born
I caught you call it politeness, kindness, even graciousness
What politeness accompanies maltreatment?
What kindness coexists with aggression?
What graciousness conducts incursion?
Name it antipathy.. hostility, maybe animosity
To the ground I fell, where I understood trauma and pain
You pushed I .. I took the blame
Cold body .. Burning in flame
Now tell me .. What was your gain?
Or let I tell you
Weakness that grew to be fear,
Fear that came to be nightmares,
Nightmares that turned into disabilities,
Torture I’m communicating to you.
For all that I stand, I speak, I advance
For all that I fight.
A torture that has got to be power.
Hear my silence, feel my words
Look at me in the eyes… touch me if you can.