Just a thought

Today I felt like I’ve lost. Going about my day, I figured I’ll walk. Little bye little, it all came to mind. This feeling I’m feeling, isn’t the first time. I’m sure of it , just can’t say I’m not upset. You would make less of a man to think, What I thought, it being ok. I see a need an betrayal. One good for bad. To fathers loosing,( a day just for dad). A lie that takes, a whole family to share. A place in my mind. Reminder.. I care. My blood just spilling out, on this note. My tears dry an with no trace. Thought you should know. I may not be able, to afford any of life’s dues. My thoughts I have lost, when think about you. When being a good person is right. Doing good for another can never be wrong. When its close enough to ask for your life,  is when. The thought of giving up, comes along. I’m strong enough to say, Honor what good you have. Dumb enough to think, we had it for to long. Time to give it back. I thought you could hear me. You don’t have to live like this. I’m just thinking, an I’m listening to what my thoughts are saying. You’ll be something I’ll miss.
Don’t know what’s on my mind, out side of you. I’ll be patient. That last thoughts for you.