When suddenly the image of you went into flames

I was happy but now i'm sad
The life slapped me and now im mad.

What to do when everything seems lost?

Maybe it all is lost
I found out that I may lose myself.

A bullet a snare a train do i dare?
I wish i was dreaming and got a refresh.

I want to get away and live in a world that isn't bad.

All new horror have come to my own lad.

Kiss me in the forehead and tell me it will be fine
And I will trust myself when i drink to much wine.

If I don't get what I fear I will feel sad for those who get it instead.

So let's all pray, exhale and go to bed.