I will try

Just by looking straight into eyes you cry. This is not what you expected your son to be as a mother but you wish l could go to school with everything l need and wear nice clothes just like them but that's not a matter to me the little you get the little you give me is just fine coz l understand you

 though you  didn't tell me, you are not showing it to me coz you don't want me to feel sad or bear your burden but l can see my angel is suffering. Yes your baby boy is ta'l and  strong physically but still on the ground financially.what can l do to erase your  pain. l can't give you anything just a smile. l still remember when you tell me not to play with life then l take myself, your boy  at the corner tears running down my cheeks. will my future change, how will l make it l don't have better ingredients to make a sweety cake for life. l am your seed hope one day l will become a big tree and gives you better fruits. And there will be a change l will fight till my last breath, l am a die fighting mama you know that