Your creation

This is what you made me since young
If only you had known to control your tongue
Fingers in my mouth i see my food reverse
At least i'm not on drugs that'd be worse
This is what you made me do you like me now
Im all slender, im not a cow
This is what you made me I hope im enough
I starve and i crave still I will not break no matter how tuff
Look at me look at me this is what you made
I am your creation is worse than a blade