Depression of life

Depression of Life
Overwhelmed , stressed ,tired of life
I don’t have  a purpose anymore, just like  a dull knife.
 School is driving me crazy ,I just want to drop out
It’s filling my brain with all this nonsense , makes me want to shout

I keep missing classes  and getting bad grades
Suddenly just found out that I have symptoms for aids
Everywhere I go I can see someone talking and watching me
But they don’t know what I’ve been going through, They don’t know my story

 I’m indecisive now, I don’t know what I want
My boyfriend broke up with me because in his eyes, I am stiff as a plant
My mom told me don’t worry about it
probably to him ,you wasn’t worth it

All I can do is cry myself to sleep
 For all that has happened ,it is impossible not to weep
Did I mention  That my Dad died Last week
He left us stranded for the women he had seek

 I feel hurt and abandoned like as if I’m nobody
Dirty , tired on the streets with no money
I feel so  depressed , who wouldn’t
For All that I have Witness , it would be a lie if i said I didn’t