Different feels on Repeat

Siting in The the dark
In silence just me and my thoughts roaming around with no guidance
Same different emotions
In the same different patterns
So real like when you can see what hapens from outside even through the curtains
And you stil aint certain
Thats how i felt on the 1st day

I also felt like saying exactly how it is
Cos how i wanted to say it was so sweet like mixing honey with syrup
Or  tonadoes with volcanoes and watching it erupt
The kinda anxiety i feel
When this feelings links up
Im fighting though it burns
Cos in my mirror i dont wana see someone that gives up

It felt like mornings at night
But early mornings my dreams were starting to come true slowly
And as soon as the the sun starts to set
It feels new again
And it feels like you again
There only time i remember that love is true again
The pain is real and long like the night again
But just before i can even allow myself to give up the fight
I see the light
And i feel alright
But i feel the strongest when i have you by side