Numb

I come from somewhere else and now they they love me. They love to play with me they love to laugh with me? They don't they love to laugh at me. Done with your toy frow it away. A shadow of what was once there not daring to speak because they know more. They see but they look right through . For I am a play thing to be frowed away. Make friends they say but I already know that their fake to long have they lied to my face. "Hey daniel" "what" "nevermind" for I an but a clueless plaything thoughts overflow. I'll think about it tommorow. I don't want to put myself before her what do I do. I might not tell her I'm not going because I don't want her to stay in the past for me. It hurts the pain of no money.Help me. I tell but they don't listen hoping and hoping but they don't care. I'm going to hit her till she's numb. Just like me.Helphelphelphelphelp. but they don't care they have there own stuff how do i deal with this. I say I'm numb but I'm not is that good? Am I still human? How would I feel if I was numb? Nothing is that good is bieng human good. I think I think too much.