Love me not

I am trapped in a mental salve Captured by emotions strapped by an emotional carve I'm subjected by feelings, I am an emotional slave This is the deposition of love A writing crafting the depth made of A series of feelings I had enough of Mentally, she's all that I thought of My thoughts are getting loud I can no longer stand my ground Breathing, I can hear my heart pound Absorbed by a girl I depicted from a crowd You have become a beacon The way the blood in my heart thickens My heart skipped a beat, it's got me thinking River tales spoke me into sinking I felt her with each pulse As blood steams from a flow My feet off the ground, I am floating In the sky carried by a blunt I am smoking Dismissive of impression of love Feelings are conducive for pain.