leaving hope

When a hope appears to leave
And you mind is broke and sick
All around begins to rot
Even light fades into dot

Withered heart is barely flapped
Insufferable pain stung
Odious spirit's looming large
Trouble's coming bringing patch

Someone fathoms out my core
Like a devil knocks the door
Cannot think and cannot eat
Breathing hard have speechless creed

See how world is going down
Rabble's rising trampling bow
Vital force has lost its sense
Filth became the major tense