Analysis of Strange Thoughts

Every though about how ud die
How it would all end for you
A crash, old age
Or perhaps old fashioned suicide?

I think about it often
Don't know why
My mind goes into overdrive as I start to think
So many possibilities start to show
So many come to mind
Don't think it's healthy to be thinking this much
But I do it anyway as I can't seem to resist

I don't think I'd last long in this cold cruel world
So much hate going around
The world's gone crazy
Only sadness soils the ground

I wouldn't want to be in pain
Not for long
Although it gives me a thrill
So I keep it in mind

So many possibilities start to show
So many come to mind
Don't think it's healthy to be thinking this much
But I do it anyway as I can't seem to resist