Analysis of Oh God ,.. Why ?

Why does it happen every time to me….
Why can't  I be able to have the good things in life ?

When I try to think something new
Though it really happens a few,
Invisible forces pull me back
And I am back to the unfortunate track…..

When I dream of striding for miles
And expect blessings from heaven with smiles,
Unknown reasons hold my way
Why and  why is that  … who  can say ……?

When I sit back restarting  my mind
With all the confidence & effort  of all possible kind
Again I fail…. and it frustrates me
Oh God .. can't you … can't you see ….?