Analysis of complete dispare

My eyes weep for my soul
 It has come that point of hopelessness
 That all else shall fail in the darkness of despair
 The fall of a man's desire to become
 More than just a man
 Is the desperation of soul that cannot forgive
 What has made the heart fill with emptiness
 Cold and wet, shivering from the blackness
 of a deep endless hole that has become
 The existence of all that I know
 Breathing, only to for the ongoing purpose
 That staying alive will bring some kind of peace
 For as a coward know not what he does
 Only the belief that control
 can bring satisfaction to a soul
 that has become as dark as the blackest night