Analysis of Another chance

My thoughts seem to consume me today
I have doubts about you today

We met online and were but a few streets away
My head is still twirling from seeing you that day

You with your boyish smile and sky blue eyes
When you kissed me I thought right then and there I would die

Never thought that I would feel that way again you see
For I have been alone for one year no three

I always lost track of time locked in my dark lonely room
Always feeling sad lost and full of gloom

But then came you when I started to venture back into life
Now I'm so happy, Just saying it over  and over ,in my head won't suffice

How could I be so lucky to get a chance again to find love or happiness
Hope it turns out to be perfect and not just a bloody mess

For I don't want to be used for someones pleasure
I want to become a friend lover wife and your treasure