Analysis of An angle on my shoulder

You are the angel on my shoulder  you'll  be watching over me as I go gray  and get older. Whenever I'm feeling down I think of you , your kindness  your love and I know your watching over me from above. You where a fighter so strong but the way you left this wold was so Wong, I know I was bitter to you I didn't have a clue, about the situation I'm so sorry about the alienation. At the time I was young I didn't know right from Wong I didn't think for my self, it took me up till i lost my mental health, to grow into the man I am today and I know you helped me do that because you where watching over me every  step of the way. I'm sorry if I regress some times I'm sorry if I stress some times if I have a d*nk or smoke and Lath at a  vulgar and dirty  joke. I try to be the best I can be, dear Nan I hope you are proud of me!