Analysis of "whatever" song version

Life has taken it's toll,
whatever I've fallen told,
upon the wine it's sacred,
leaves me warm sedated.

It sits wades in boggles in three,
waiting for me to sip from thee,
as I sip from my chardonnay,
I lay forgotten in her waste.

My dreams are shattered dazed,
in hopes of unwanted fazed,
reality of childish,
thoughtless frivolous wish.

As I lay in her disregard,
my pain is her forgotten card,
as I lay in shame to call out,
her rotten name as I then shout.

Of love I'm weeping still,
covered in emptiness till,
on my dying days it seems,
oh "GOD," please hear my screams.

So be it remember me `twas,
cast in forever rain on was,
oh f**k it what was her name mud,
washed away she is forgotten sludge.

My mind has erased `tis in thee done,
the rain has washed away all the fun.

Fill my unwanted heart,
with her cherished thoughts do part,
whoever she may be to,
leave me whatever clue?

Fill my unwanted heart,
with her cherished thoughts do part,
whoever she may be to,
leave me whatever clue?