Analysis of Am I prisoner of my Pen & Paper?

•Am I Prisoner of my Pen trace & my Paper? Do I let them capture my life? Or it's me who is hiding myself behind them & make them my only refuge, my only
•Am not an insular, am able to face all troubles till yet & I can win life's war & knew my enemy who's pretending to be my friend who left me feeling lonely
•I Am a fighter in this very hard life race, I bet on my principles to reach a safe shore  & be really able for striving & amending what was broken with a mind acting boldly
•Am not similar to you but the truth we embrace is: to get God satisfaction & seek for true key to feel not ending satisfaction & thanking God for mercy he send constantly
•I am a writer, my pen & my paper are my God's grace, my relief who never forget or ignore me, their view is depending on my thoughts & my feeling & I find myself in them honestly
•Am Not a Prisoner, it's only my secured place,I did never regret before &do agree spending today my life writing if I can't find who know me truly