Analysis of Pain Medicine

Let me give you a dose
Of how to heal, let me explain how I deal.
 Take a mental notes
It time to file a self appeal

You begin by accepting what is;
By Forgiving yourself;
Remember it's not your life, But His.
And always be quick to forgive,
I'm tired of surviving.
But, I'm ready to live.

Start by Facing your demons;
It's great having control over them heathens.
It's time to get back your crown,
There no time to back down.

Fuel the fire and remember your why;
 face the feelings you wanted to numb
getting high.
I no longer wanna die.
I wanna do more than just try,
So...

Let my actions,
Speak louder through each transaction;
No more self-sabotage distractions.
All I want is success, without the negative
Subtraction.
I kilt my demons, bcuz I'm an assassin.
I know I'm a clown,  
and My attitude is my worst attraction.
But in God's eyes;
I'm perfect,
Even with each infectious imperfection.
But,
 see
Life came with a book of instructions,
So
If you believe; like me,
 you can also have a deep connection.
Just have to keep faith and follow the spirit,
 with your intuition and It's direction.
I promise you feel it in your gut,
That is called a conviction.

I gave myself my own crucifixion;
With my actions in the past,
I hid with all kinds of addictions.

But God helped me understand....

My soul is my responsibility; my jurisdiction!

I gave my heart
A personal eviction;
to all the past pain.
 burn it up like it paperback.
Like, I am redeeming my nonfiction.

I'll continue to dance in the rain
By siders laugh at me,
deflecting my pain.
But This is
My Benediction.

See I can survive my nonprescription,
When life knocks me out.
Most won by wisdom; based on my self affliction

I got the holy Spirit in my intuition.
We see eye to eye.
I know better than to be in conflictions!

For I fear, but trust
That