Analysis of Feeling Hurt

I fell in love for the first time,
but it gives me pain inside.
The things that I don't want to bear,
now it's coming and keep my tears falling.

I'm badly hurt of what is happening,
I think that my heart is already bursting. Why does he manage to ignore me? Why he didn't know how to comfort me?

The time I spend to settle things was useless,
because he himself can't even think about it.
He is protecting his ego all the time,
and didn't mind lowering his pride.

I'm thinking to give up everything,
I can't take the burden that I'm carrying.
I tried, but I can't,
knowing that I can hurt the one I love.

Now my mind is nowhere.
I can't plan of a better way out here.
My mind was ought to what I feel,
and all it's saying, "take a break, my dear".