Analysis of Heavenly abode

And just like that you were gone in the blink of an eye
When I stood there all alone, those eyes still gazing at the sky
I stood there all shook
Watching my mom cry as much as she could
 All I could think was that time passes like a fly
 All I thought was you would never be near
 But still it seems like you will always be there
 My heart still aches to feel your presence
 But I know how hard I cry it won't affect the present
 I will always be desperate to hear
 Your comforting voice behind my tears
 It feels like a nightmare
 I hope you can hear those sheer tears
Being proud of me that no matter what I am never scared
 These eyes still try to see those friendly fights
  Still wants you to be in the sight
  No matter how hard I try
   I will still thrive for those hugs and cry