Analysis of untitled

Heartbroken laying on the floor
As the tears keep rolling down my face
Hearing whispers of your voice
All the things you had said
All the promises and words spoken
Memories flooding back
ME watching and listening
As they all turn into lies
You left me Un whole and shattered
As I think to myself  
How could I let this happen
Am I so unworthy of love
Or just another one of your tricks
If so I fell for them all
Shattered myself  
All because I believed in you
Every time you said "I will Change."
The only thing you changed was the way you cased me pain
New ways every time
I blame myself for feeling this way
I'am to blame for my own self sabotage
For believing you
Falling for your tricks
Love bombing and gas lighting
 I guess I deserve this pain you have brought me
Shattered into pieces and crushed to powder
The one thing you could never take no matter my faults
Is I will still love like I was never hurt
And i will get what i deserve
You will never know true love just games and lies
I hope karma hits you as hard as you hit me