Analysis of Uneasiness

Should I call this uneasiness going on myself as pain or love,
 what made me a coward and a poet worse than my loyalty?!
 Keep on breaking the innocent heart and keep it on the heart.
 Why do you come again and again with a false heart?
How silent I am, you are my unique wealth,
 Just by defeating fate, I became helpless in helplessness,
tears on the eyelids are in vain,
Some day soon,the pain I have experienced will expire,
I will wipe my tears and stand up to face the truth
It's my time to break out of my shell,
I want to see what i become from it?
and slowly I will be the true