Analysis of Undecisive

I'm so undecisive about life anymore.
I don't understand.
Keep trying to get to know myself again.
Not knowing what to do with myself anymore.
Confused.
Lost.
Temperamental.
Mind keeps flowing like the River of Egypt. I don't know how to stop it.
I've tried so hard.
It just won't stop.
Constantly worrying about everything.
Anxious with every moment.
I feel like I'm going nowhere.
When does it come to an end?
When is my future going to start?
And my past come to an end?
Something has to give.
Demons try to take over.
Every single day.
I feel like I'm in a battle with myself.