Analysis of 11:02 pm

why does she stand like that?
why does she walk like that?
why does she talk like that?
I hate the way she smiles with a frown
that gorgeous frown smile
I hate the way she looks like a rebellious fairytale princess
I hate the way she says my name
I hate the kindness in her heart
I hate the softness of her hair
I hate how lovely her name sounds on the tip of my tongue
I hate how she leaves me wanting more of her every day
I hate the way she speaks
I hate the angelic sound of her voice
I hate how she laughs
I hate gorgeous she looks when she isn’t even trying
I hate the way her face brightens up when she talks about something she loves
I hate how much she cares for her little brother
and I absolutely hate the beauty of her eyes
and I hate how this is me trying to convince myself that I hate all the things I love about you