Analysis of HER

It was what it's, probably it was a mistake,maybe it was hardly a dream. unfortunately I can't tell the distinction between reality and dream.It all seems natural,the adorable memories it all a fantasy.
Remembrance of her still smashed with the certainty,ohhh! RIP ,she died ,no she is still existing, at her state of mentality , waiting for you,no it's can't be, it's unimaginable,i was there when i lost her ,just few sentences of texts, exploded like nuclear warheads, crash the unbroken, it's can't be, it's already happened.
Her heart was filled in in gold yet melted like candle , build in iron yet softened in seconds, it took a light years to conquer  unconquered finally , faded away like smoke, the roots run deep in the heart, the pain paralyzed the all systems , reboot the love trust.The effect was radiation poisoning,some dozen of full moons, disintegration to ashes. She was the one, ultimately  her affection ceased everything but eventually, it all have an illusion.