Analysis of Love is suicidal

LOVE IS SUICIDAL

Life is crazy ,I mean it's filled with mysteries
Yes it has its own way around a circle
It only keeps the strong on a pedal
To those who win their own race we award a success medal
But love is different I can say poisonous
It is sometimes rainbow or tragical
As I recall my past experience shawty made me feel uncomfortable
You know that feeling of as if you have been in heaven and back
But the honest truth I never went
So much fights mistrust heartbreak I guess
In pieces I tried to stay
But shawty was never part of my game
Yes she was playing her games
I thought having her I was the lucky one
Lose me now forget and smile
How come I did not notice the demon in her
She suddenly changed or did she
She is beautiful no doubt , but why do I sip my alcohol
It was a risk to fall in luv with her after all