Analysis of Agonizing emotional pain.
You're plaguing every single moment of my life, now that I've casted you away.
Because deep down, I know what I still feel, and it's something I wouldn't say.
But I know I still love you, even if it and myself is overly damaged.
Through this inner filth do these emotions I still rummaged.
I'm just not okay, because I lost something more than a partner.
I lost hopes, dreams, and promises, things that were strong before.
But now I'm lost while you're clear, and that's just not fair.
Why is it always me that has to suffer, and how can you watch as if you don't care?
Leaving you for good has been the hardest thing I had to do so soon, and I can't be at peace.
It seems no matter what I do, I can never truly have a release.
I'm so beyond fucked up and it doesn't matter to anyone, I'm just sludge.
A mass that exists, yet has no reasons, I'm left for all to judge.
I hate that you've made me feel this way.
I hate that there wasn't more you could say.
I hate that there were so many secrets in the rain.
I hate that I'm the one in pain.
I just wanted someone to call my own, and you were supposed to be that one.
Now here we are, separated and from you I run.
I hurt so god damn bad, deeper than what I can really feel
I'm really alive, yet I don't feel alive anymore, this is so fucking unreal.
It's cruel that you've made me feel so low and my eyes a darker hue.
But it's more cruel that I know I can't deny that I still love you.
Scheme | A A X X X X B B C C D D A A E E F F G G H H |
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Poetic Form | |
Metre | 11010010101111111101 011111111101101101 1111111101101110010 11101110101110 111101111011010 11110100110101 111111101111 11111111100111111111 10111110101111111011111 111101111110101001 110111011010110111 0110111110111111 111111111 1111101111 1111011010001 11110101 111011111010011111 111110001111 111111101111101 11001111101011111001 11011111110110101 11110111110111111 |
Closest metre | Iambic octameter |
Characters | 1,415 |
Words | 291 |
Sentences | 21 |
Stanzas | 22 |
Stanza Lengths | 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1, 1 |
Lines Amount | 22 |
Letters per line (avg) | 49 |
Words per line (avg) | 13 |
Letters per stanza (avg) | 49 |
Words per stanza (avg) | 13 |
About this poem
One of many poems I've written about the pain I've felt from a break up.
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Written on October 12, 2021
Submitted by DiveIntoFeels on November 06, 2021
Modified by DiveIntoFeels on November 06, 2021
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