Analysis of Sweet Sorrow

It's here at my door, need I say more.
Here I am... Come get me, I'm ready!
I came to accept my pain,
I came to accept my sorrow.
Just take a Bullet to the brain or better yet, to my heart. I still hadn't fell apart.
In My Soul I Cried And, In My Soul I Died.
In My Soul I Tried
And, In My Soul I Felt Deprived!
No,No,No,No, I DON'T Wanna Go
I should just give up and freeze my Heart cold.
It's freezing
I'm cold
I'm bitter
So why no one here hears my cries and come Rescue me?
   Sweet Sorrow is what I hold,
Hell naw,  hell naw I won't let go!!!