Soft spoken nightmare

Too soft spoken,  you label me dumb.                              I tried to talk to you but you seem to not understand me I'm trying to talk to you                            though you brand me seems                             many of the people reprimand me there's an angry look on your face that thinks that I am a disgrace before I have even begin to explain you have already written me off m                        
 my life is full of pain                                                  
I feel as though I'm okay with the rain                 
it's happened time and time again too many times to count same situations just different faces and different places I tried to be as nice as I can and you label me as rude. You look at me with distain your eyes at me glaring at me,                     
I try to be nice but according to most people I am wrong, they say speak up                                       when I do they are mad and think it's wrong.