Who Do You See

The me that you dont know,
she is the feelings that i dont show.
Consealed destruction in my mind,
immortality I search to find.
Everyones words eating at my soul,
parts of my sainity locked in a hole.
Secrets and words you can not hear,
they are far beneath the drugs and beer.
I look in the mirror this is what I see,
a terrified soul yearning to be free.