Where is my angel?

Where is my angel?
Misery and pain has been a revolving door
 in my lifetime! All I want to know is.....where
is mine??? Where is my angel?
Walking this fine line through time made in
God's fashion, by his design.
Where is my angel? Please show me a sign.........

Lost walking this desolate road made of stone,
and if I make it home will my angel be there waiting?
Or will I still be alone?
I have been a strong optimistic man for years,
 but I have yet to meet my match down here!
So where is my angel? When will she appear?
People say all the time to be patient and wait,
and for a great deal of time I have.

I am
waiting on the one who can surpass
the threshold of time on how to make love last.
One who could love me for who I am and not
dwell in the past.
One who breathes timeless joy into my life,
and shares her total self with me, and never wears a mask. That's all I ask.

I feel...
as if I have lived for centuries wandering this earth in search of her.
Some women have shown me only pieces of what I need,
 but most women to me are just a blur.
Most men are only concerned about amounts of money and curves.
While I seek the love of my life an indescribable beauty beyond the
bounds of words.

I feel...
 my heart strings that dangle and are tangled.
And I know the only way that they will ever be unraveled,
or untangled is because of her. Are you out there girl? Huh?
Where in this world? Where is MY Angel?